I've been meaning to blog more. Really. But I just can't seem to be able to do it.
Each time I logged in to my account - I will find myself staring at the blank page for hours.
Every. Single. Fucking. Time.
It's already almost the mid of January. How time flies.
I spent the last few weeks trying to pick myself up. So many things have happened. Gosh, I don't even know where to start -- if you ask me to write them down.
I realised now I needed a change.
For once, in my whole (almost) 32 years of living -- I decided I will be a selfish bitch. Because for once, I'd like to put myself above everyone else.
I love my parents dearly. I love my friends too.
I know they're just looking out for me. And I appreciate that. Truly, I do.
But I would like to be happy. I would like to be the person I once was -- I missed that person. The one who was genuinely happy instead of putting a mask on her face just so she'll make other people happy.
I know it will not be a breeze. But I also do know it is the chance I'll have to take.
I am a strong person. And I know I am going to be alright --